My body aches.
My heart,I don't even know how to describe what my heart is feeling.
I'm partly swollen by anger.
Partly by longing.
I'm angry at you for leaving without a note.
For ,just, walking away without even looking back.
Fighting with my own thoughts.
Creating answers to fulfill myself.
I envy the heart I used to have.
When you were a part of it.
When you've colored it.
Without me even noticing.
I hate surprise minutes.
When you suddenly appear in my thoughts.
Shall I kill you in my head ?.
Shall I throw you outside my heart ?.
Even the smallest bits of you,